It's not very late but it's completely dark outside and the air feels chilly. You can tell that we're in early September now. Where did the whole long summer go? It feels like it just arrived, and then it turned into...let's see... nothing. It feels like I sort of missed it. Sure, there were highlights. The biggest one was of course when my future husband was here to visit at the very beginning of summer. There were a few intense weeks that we now have to live on for quite some time. I miss him so very much. Can you understand that?